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by Sidney Abernathy

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Jarretr For anyone who likes authentic country & Americana, you absolutely *need* to hear the debut LP from Sidney Abernathy. Her voice is gorgeous, the songwriting is raw, & the arrangements are lush—even atmospheric. Track 5, "Midnight" is one of the most beautiful pieces of music I've heard in ages. This album is a genuine American classic. Favorite track: Midnight.
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1.
Cop Song 03:43
Well I didn’t think it could get any hotter The well was dry but I found water Got my fill of drinking at the local bar I had a spring in my step I was feeling frisky I had nothing to do so I picked up some whiskey Down the block when I got caught in the headlights of a car Well they pulled over and I stopped walking The driver told me he’d do the talking It was there right then that he pulled out his badge Well these pigs were young and ripe for the slaughter They said you look like somebody’s daughter Would you mind telling us what’s in the bag My momma told me not to talk to strangers Especially if they’ve got a gun You wouldn’t catch me if I was in danger Don’t try to catch me on the run Well I walked the line with two left feet and they threw me into the backseat next to a man with stockings on his face He said I ain’t been caught until today I robbed a bank but I got away I’ll share the loot if we escape Well they were fixing to take me to the clinker the cops called in said “we got us a drinker” But I was looking green so they stopped the car Well they let me out and I runnin’ And I’m happy to say I learned my lesson I should never have left that bar
2.
Undertaker 03:36
I knew a man in of colors who lived by his gun Slinging bricks and getting chicks by the ton Clearing the chamber is just a job well done He kept his living testament in his denim vest Wore it proudly over the bullet holes in his chest A friend of mine in Nola kept a shiv on his hip He robbed a local stranger for the price of a hit Guess he knew the end was coming and he took what he could get He never got the chance to smoke it for the trouble he made Found him carved up like a turkey by the work of his own blade Well friends I’ve seen some battles with the wicked and depraved I’ve seen some born to living with one foot in the grave And I don’t know what to tell you I don’t think they can be saved If you’re standing at the gallows be sure to hang around And to thank the undertaker he’s the last to let you down
3.
Medicine 03:56
I was looking for that snake oil salesman For to cure what ails men I said, hey man hear me out I know now without a shadow of a doubt That there is no cure For the tragedies and toils I’ve had to endure But before I get what’s coming to me I’ll take your oil and spoil me 'Cause you and I know the truth That the devils water is the fountain of youth And happiness is a heart attack That leaves you pining for the things you can never get back Thank god they sell 'em in a blister pack To make up for the optimism I lack And if self-medication is a sin Honey hand me my medicine There’s a million different versions of me Some are clean and some are nasty And some do cocaine and some smoke reefer And one of them is fixing to be six feet deeper And when I face the reaper I'll tell him he can keep her
4.
Miss You 04:39
I used to miss you on Mondays When you were running late And you’d say five more minutes of this and then I really gotta go I used to miss you when I was working and you’d call me to go out drinking And I had a lot to do But I couldn’t bear to say no I used to lay awake at night and wonder how you are Now I only miss you when something goes wrong in my car I used to miss you on Sundays When we’d go out to get breakfast Yeah I remember the day that you almost brought me to Texas I used to miss you at noon when the ground was missing your shadow And when I missed my exit and ended up in Colorado The day I learn that I don’t need anybody else Is the day I learn to fix it myself I used to miss the smell of Marlboro reds on my clothes As if you were the only one in the world who smokes those I guess I’m still bitter and full of regrets But I don’t regret quitting you or cigarettes
5.
Midnight 07:03
Seems like no time at all since you were away The same old rumors start to fly Like sparks of a fire I can’t contain Honey if I tried And he’s picking up the pieces and he’s moving them around And he’s counting all the ways she holds him down Seems it’s always a struggle to take flight When the lows are so much lower than the highs are high I see you nursing that glass like it’s gonna be your last No guarantee That your dreams are made of something stiffer than paper That won’t blow away in the breeze And he’s picking up the bottle and he’s putting it back down And he’s counting down the days again 'til he leaves town Seems we’ll swallow everything but our pride It’s gonna take something stronger to get me through the night There are some shoes you can’t fill And shouldn’t try to But I know that you will And he’s picking up bad habits and he’s putting them back down And he’s counting down the stroke of midnight Seems we always leave something behind And if I didn’t see that coming then I must be blind Nothing can ever kill that hunger I wish you’d hold me like you did when we were younger
6.
They say you ought to write what you know But all I can say has been said before By girls just like me who were left in the dust And all I’ve got to look forward to is knowing that it must be true It won’t always hurt this much The truth of the matter is that it doesn’t matter He wants a woman With stars in her eyes Not rimmed with sleepless nights He wants a shoulder that he can cry on Someone he can rely on Someone better than me Someone not quite me They say there’s no winners and losers Just the chosen and the choosers And girls just like me who were left in the lurch No there’s no getting by the tears I know I’ll cry When he takes some classy old lady to church
7.
Those Pills 03:52
Sorry momma I’m on those pills again This week’s been hard on me and I could use a friend To keep me from reaching for that old vice It isn’t healthy you ain’t gotta tell me twice But I ain’t got no one to call on the phone And lord knows I shouldn’t be alone Handouts are getting rare these days Ain’t nothing free no more not even lemonade It’s hard to live and learn you know I try But life gives you lessons that you can’t swallow dry You gotta wash em down with something that’s got a little heat And chase 'em with something kind of sweet I try and focus on what’s good Keep living simple just like I should And though I’ve left a lot of bad things behind The ones I’ve held on to are weighing on my mind They say it does a body good to just give up on them But I caved and I’m on those pills again One day I’ll learn how not to break when I should bend Sorry momma, I’m on those pills again
8.
He said you’ve got a lot of ink on your skin And I’m afraid of needles, so let that sink in Yes I’ve got a mark for every love and I every place I go And I’ll keep em coming 'til I’m covered head to toe Well I can cover my skin you know these lines were made to last You can trace them on my body like a road map of my past I've made mistakes I wear them like a work of art But nothing can erase the name on your tattooed heart I’ve got an anchor for times when I was sinking I’ve got a couple bad ones I got while I was drinking And an angel on my back that like hell And a devil on my shoulder that’s sending me there as well I said getting people’s names is where I draw the line Those memories won’t fade, even with time He said I can’t keep a promise even if it’s now or never Don’t you know them things are forever
9.
My heart’s buried in a far off land In the sandy soil of the Rio Grande And tonight when I lay my head down I’ll be dreaming of a sleepy western town But I’m far away my darling in a port town far from home You know I’m missing mountains when I’m out here and alone All things considered It’s better than missing you I don’t like to drink champagne Disco music makes me cry What I wouldn’t do for a fiddle right now And some good Kentucky rye But I’m far away my darling drinking away my pain You know I’m missing sunshine all it does here is rain I keep losing my way I’m a stranger I’m a mess I’m gonna send you a post card With no return address
10.
Some years ago when I flew the nest I packed up my bindle and moved way out west Found a ride from a trucker man he was headed out to the bay And moved into a shack under the freeway And there were rats in the alley and smog in the sky Every afternoon I’d hear the elote man go by And at night I’d hear those railroad cars and say Someday they’re gonna carry me away Pulled out a map today said I guess I should See what’s become of my old neighborhood And if that house is still around today And if that trucker man's still on his way And I wonder, have they replaced the taquerías and tienditas With breweries and luxury casitas And if those railroad cars are still rolling today And carrying runaways They say god works in mysterious ways And may his will be done on earth So all this destruction's for the greater good They’re gonna bulldoze my old neighborhood And I wonder how will the runaways fly If they can’t hear the railway cars go by But if that highway overpass is here to stay Will it still carry me away

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released March 1, 2021

Recorded by Seth Woods at The Casita, Albuquerque, New Mexico
and Dragon Blood Studios, Sandia Park, New Mexico
Additional recording by Alex McMahon and Dan Waldman
Mixed by John Michael Landon at Estuary Recording, Austin, TX
Mastered by Orlando Edmunds
Cover photo shot by Tyson Ryder and edited by Sidney Abernathy

All songs written by Sidney Abernathy ©2020
Produced by Seth Woods

Sidney would like to thank: Seth Woods, for believing in these songs enough to take on this project and for having the patience, and talent, and heart to bring them to life; Stella and Peach, for being the best damn live band I could ask for; my momma and papa, Vanessa and Roland Villareal, for cheering me on and talking me up to all the small-town folks back home; Cody Lutz, for constructive criticism and for providing a constant wellspring of inspiration; the DIY community in Albuquerque for organizing performances, fostering a love of music, and allowing me to play in all of your living rooms; and all the other talented musicians who contributed their talent and time to this record. Most of all, thank you to all the friends and loved ones who have supported me over the years, given me rides, seen me at my best and my worst, and inspired me with their own gifts and contributions to this world.

Seth would like to thank Jens Langsjoen for the microphone loans, Caldera Electronic for the excellent equipment repair, John Michael Landon for his guidance and mentorship, all the musicians for their musical and personal contributions to this experience, Stella for making it happen, and especially to Sidney: for trusting me with these songs and for her friendship.

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